=VG= Blazer

I spoke to him two nights before he died. As always he was laughing, cracking jokes about the British and asking when I would send him crumpets (I still laugh about it to this day). We had a great gaming session and went our separate ways. He always acted in this manner and not once did I suspect that he was suffering from severe depression. I didnt know he was suffering but wish he had said something. Every year, I question: "What if?" and maybe I could have prevented this tragic event. We all have our regrets in life, one of mine is not supporting him in his time of need. Having been through a big slump in life, also considering taking my own life at one point, I can definitely say that it is an extremely dark and lonely place to be. What got me out of it was the simple act of talking to people and slowly opening up my problems to those who I trusted. This included online friends. It was only at that point did I gain the courage to move on and set my life straight again. Mental illness is real - No matter what anyone says. Please do not hesitate to talk to those around you. You are not alone.

Just downloading all the required stuff and will hop on tonight to make sure everything is A-OK. Looking forward to kicking ass with you all!

Awesome - Also a Tad surprised you didnt go for ACE

Ill see if I can get into this, quick question: Will there be a zeus?

I will never forget the laughter and joy he brought along to the Server. Condolences to his family, friends and relations. @=VG= HaterOneActual I understand that you two were very close. If you need people to talk too, we are here.

On a side note: Thanks @=VG= SemlerPDX for putting this back on the home page.

Ill have you know. Im 23... Think a few people, including myself, are taking a short break from PR. Trust me, PR is not dead.

Hola! First off, Welcome to the fourms! If you have not done so already, Good place to start would be to introduce yourself to the regulars and admins on TeamSpeak. Address: ts3.veterans-gaming.com The more we get to know you, the quicker we can assess and find out if you are a viable candidate for admin status. If you got any further questions, feel free to express them here. Gracias amigo, Blazer

Gonna love watching all the newbies trying to land and give crates on Muttrah rooftops... Boom! Khami and Kashan will never be the same again. I foresee multiple squad wipes. Hacks I swear - They can see through the smoke man! Bots and their super-tech. Love the changes TEDF, I'm sure you'll get plenty of feedback!

Couldn't help but chuckle at this...

Echo1, We appreciate the concern. Its the holiday season and obviously our admins are spending time with their loved ones. This is the main reason why many of our admins (Including myself) have not been very active lately. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Having read your previous threads, I understand your frustration. I must kindly remind you that our admins are not only there to moderate the server but are also there to enjoy the game. We all come online whenever possible and if a player requests our presence on TeamSpeak. We also have admins regularly checking over the logs (the report function is not as useless as you believe it to be). All our admins are actively looking at each player on the server and discussing if they are a viable candidate for admin rights. That said, there is a strong level of trust between our admins - This trust is built over time as all our admins are regular players with a strong sense of teamwork and cooperation. We cannot randomly pick players for admin rights as we need to know if we can trust them. I beg to differ - his problem has been around for as long as I can remember. The "stupid" players will always come and go, they either get banned or get bored. As DarkCottonTail said, this is mainly due to the holidays, It will all die down after the New Year. Again, we are aware of the issue. Please do not add sass to your thread, you have had several honest replies. Get in touch and I assure you that everyone in the admin team will be willing to help. Regards, Blazer

Ill say it because m823us missed his chance: This is why we cant have nice things...