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Most of you might not know me too well, or why I act like a dick/ talk too much/ get angry and pissed at some, too fast. Well now my life is going through shit again! My parents both have Covid and I am the next in line... Been through shit so much this past week and now I simply can`t think straight. My mind is clouded again and I need a big F..ing DRINK... one that would at least make me go away from this stupid world I live in.
Long story short, I am so pissed because no matter what I do, I break things... things like my relations with friends. I am such a jerk in real life and I can`t keep my mouth shut. I feel so much anger almost everyday, just by hearing some stupid shithead talk about politics/ themselves or even worst (I can`t tolerate this) them trying to impose their point of view on something that I already posed no interest in... F..ck U ( I already said I don`t want a fucking 10/10 on my piece of shitty exam paper).
Back to my head issues: trauma, trauma, drama, trauma. Short: couple of years ago fell on my head, still have ears ringing sometimes ( 5m ain`t a small depth). Before that, I used to go out on my bicycle almost every day till an idiot friend put some soda on my brakes and it became sticky... Engaged the brake flipped over and broke some fingers.. and had a small head injury ( the doctor said it`s ok to have ears ringing for 2 weeks so yeah :-] ). Drama cus I used to be the only fat-ish kid in the class for almost 7 years. So yeah 6 of them were just jokes about how I looked like... Still hate `em and feel like I want to rip the guts out of every one of those that laughed at me. And yes I did try to end it... No success though :)) Better luck next time, right?!
Anyway too much shit on my mind. I don`t want to live like this, but I`ll keep my head up just for a bit, to see how this shit plays!
Blizzzzz...
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Such terrible news about the situation with covid man, hope you and your family stay strong till it blows over, as it is a right son of a bitch.
Bottoms up lad! I'd drink to ya for such a terrible year not just for me but a good majority of people around. Just don't get to a point where you drink so often from the same problems, Try and figure out a way to sort it out. At the end of the day, everyone has arguments, everyone makes shitty decisions, everyone gets angry at things that build up over time. But its the way its handled and sorted at the end that counts!.
That friend who put soft drink on your brakes is a complete twat, Wouldn't even consider him a friend if he compromises your safety for a laugh (Assuming it was some sort of prank?) It's a good time to try and figure out who's really on your side and who's just a fuckhead fucking you around, Theres alot of those out there, but they stick out like a sore thumb with all their red flags they whip out.
If you need a chat to vent about shit then I'm always an @ away. stay safe and take care of yourself man!
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Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.
One day at a time, Brother.
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Hope yourself and your family get well soon from Covid, its a tough life indeed, but you'll get there eventually.
I heard politics almost every time, man. Inside and outside my country, i hate the most of it. But sometimes you have to let it go for a bit, and listening to someones opinion on that kind of topic, cons to yours. (Because i dont have anything else to do on my head, so watching them just debating interesting, unless if they are gone off the line)
Usually i took drawing on my sketchbook when sometimes im not in some kind of mood on politics, instead of being dick about it.
Don't forget, keep fighting and never give up!
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