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This was quite helpful @=VG= m823us I started truck driving in May of last year and ironically, considering the kind of games I play, I'm terrified of potentially killing people. It got so bad that I started having nightmares where I would slam on non-existent brakes or flail my arms turning a steering wheel and hurt myself while sleeping in the truck. The sleep deprivation got so bad that I eventually rolled my truck in September @65mph from the panic of possibly killing something. The EMTs were amazed I was alive considering the damage to the truck. I started seeing a psychiatrist but I live in an overbooked county and I only get to see him every 6 months. Really, thanks.

Does anybody have any advice on dealing with PTSD nightmares? I've been watching ASMR videos to fall asleep but I still wake up 10+ times a night. I'd rather not be medicated but it's the only option my PCP seems willing to give me.

I'm sure most of you know me by now but with the amount of times I've been given shit for it I may as well say Hi and get it over with. I'm a 23 year old bipolar Youtuber and Twitch streamer from Michigan, USA. I've been playing PR for damn near 11 years, flying for almost 14, and could give a shit less if you believe me xD I love playing realistic games of any caliber and were it not for me getting an RE-3E I would be on an aircraft carrier fixing F/A-18s. I'm almost always a squadleader no matter what I'm playing. ?I love oranges, peanut butter, bananas, fruit in general, and dislike chocolate.? My favorite cereal is fruity pebbles, favorite soft drink is Baja Blast, and favorite frozen food Tai Pei. I play on VG quite often and usually between 1AM-12PM?Zulu. Not much else I can think to?say other than: "Yes, I'm a prick. Yes, I'm sorry. No, I don't usually apologize to people."